Mother Earth and Sedona

January 26th, 2010

I have been researching information about Sedona, AZ for the retreat this spring.  I have not been there for years and as I look at the red rocks I can feel mother earth calling me.  You do not have to be a tree hugger to appreciate and love the beauty and energy of our mother earth especially the red rocks and energy lines of Sedona.  I cannot wait to meditate and connect to the celestial and earth in the high powered center of Sedona.

The uncreation of creation

January 22nd, 2010

Jan 22, 2010

Being in balance is possible!!  I experienced it the other day.  I was loading some media software (from a CD and it was a Sony Product) onto my computer and the computer froze and went dead.  OMG!!!!!  My computer has EVERYTHING for my business and personal life.  Videos, pictures, my websites, well you get the picture.  (Pun intended)  So I try to restart it, took out the battery and it still was trying to repair the problem and failing at it.  My next step was to take it to the Geek Squad in Best Buy.  The very nice man tried to restore the hard drive to a previous date, before I loaded the software that crashed my computer.   He could not get the hard drive to to restore, it seemed to easy fix was not working.  He told me that I needed to take out the hard drive, back up my system and do a recovery.  As you may know, that means that I will have only the factory settings and ALL the software I have loaded up will have to be reloaded and then reload all my other information I had to back up from my hard drive.  Really???  It will take me days to do all that!

Years ago that would have freaked me out but I was handling it well.  Ok, I bought the backup thingy and tried to back up my hard drive.  I just could not figure it out so I put it away for the night.  The next morning I woke up feeling stressed about all the information I may lose and all the work ahead of me trying to reload everything.  I realized at that moment that this was my creation and I could easily uncreate it!!!

I also realized that what happened was a way to sabotage myself.  I was working on some great projects that would get my name out there.  Many of us have fears come up when we think or take action to become bigger and more known.  So I took a few minutes and worked on my sabotage and other issues using Theta Healing and Reference Point Therapy.  It only took me a few minutes and I knew it was time to fix my computer.

I love my computer and she knows it!  Yes, she is beautiful and I really love her no matter how crazy that may sound.  I talked to her and told her that I loved her and we were done with the sabotage.  I tried again to restore it from a previous date. .  It WORKED!!!  I restored the computer to 2 days prior so the software I had loaded that was freaking out my operating system was no longer on it.

Although I was a little stressed I was amazed at how calm and level headed I felt.  I felt in balance and in control.  It was something I never knew I could do.  I know that all the Reference Point Therapy and Theta Healing work I have done has made the most profound changes in me and my reactions to life.  I am at peace with the world and know that I can shift what I created!!  The power I feel from this is incredible!

Thanks for letting me share!

Sending you love and peace

Melissa